Lookin Forward For A Bett Life

Y Wednesday, September 27, 2006Y

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

aft reading kit n ah lan's blog, seen like both of them

not very happi, but i m unable to help them

as i myself oso got lots of problem.

cheer up both sisters

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

today rather boring, seen like very lazy to move,

it have been fews days asking around for help

but till now no one able to help me

tis morning the power supply being cut off liao

luckily I came out fast aft talk to the man

he just remind me to settle the bill fast

if not 7 days later the water supply going to cut off soon.

Haiz............ Who can help me

really I dun know wat to do liao

why all these things all happen to me

wat shd I do, in order all these SUAI things dun happen to me

anyone can tell me wat shd I do

I really very tired liao.

as I said before, wen I got the $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

I can see lot of my friends around me,

but wen I got problem need $$$$$$$$$$$$

no one there to help me.

it is very unfair, why I help other n I have to suffer.

who can help....................

who can help...................

if I able to settle all these problem,

I will make sure I will do lot of community work to pay back

I really mean it. wen I was young I do swear to SHENG tat

I will help lot of ppl who needed help

whatever I can, so wat did I do wrong,

how can I overcome all the problem.

who can help.....................

who can help....................

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Y Tuesday, September 26, 2006Y

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

hey, it have been few days din come in liao,

tis few days opening, M shift n tis 2 days off day

tat day opening i read the comms bk get to know tat

SL is looking for me, so I called him at abt 9am

haiz........... kana a pcs of mind from him,

later I call VS to inform her abt wat SL said,

same thing got a pcs of mind from her too.

wat did I do wrong, all things happen I did not get involve

but end up they said I Bo Char,

yes by rite I shd stand at Megan's side but if myself dun agreed

how to stand at her side, she always hide all things from me

I tried to ask her but still she do not release to me.

tat day M shift I over slept, I reach store at 11am

Megan said I treat her very unfair,

but I told her not I dun put in enough crew for her

is just the crew themself requested off.

I rather BU XUAN, so I tell Megan I wan to have a talk w her,

aft the long talk, we had agreed w if she got any update

she will release to me in order for me to help her.

Tis store really need both Megan n myself to be get it fix.

If she still dun trust me I think is very hard for me to work there.

Really hope it work.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Y Saturday, September 23, 2006Y

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Today is a very meaningful day for me,

hope wat I had done will change my life to a new one

BS13 came to re-arrange my house SHENG TAI,

it look so clean n neat n very organize,

aft tat went over to his house prepare for tonite prayer

I start first, I sit on the chair waiting for the SHENG to come into me,

but failed. So we continue to do the same process

but still cannot, as from BS13 he said it is coming just abit more to go

so his turn, he start off with big SHENG,

but half way came his original SHENG,

aft tat by rite the big SHENG shd come

but.................... He was being punish,

later the big SHENG came n said tat,

he did not take full vergetarian for last 2 days

tat why he being punish, and the big SHENG said,

As for me, is because I did not relax myself n I shd not scare oso.

he said next time (will be 15th of the lunar mth) I will make it.

I really hope tat I can make it as like tat I can help lot of ppl.

Tis is the wish since I m young wen I see my grand uncle in law

help ppl with his power.

btw SL is going to meet BS13, n he is so worry abt it

I told him not to worry, just go as normal, if SL approve his resignation

just tell SL off wat had happen is his store. And tat why he wan to leave.

I promise BS13 to go with him. So tml I go over to his store to wait for him

n follow him to AM10. Hope everything is ok for him.

well need to Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z liao. Whole day of meaningful job done.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Y Thursday, September 21, 2006Y

Thursday, September 21, 2006

another day gone le, tml is CHU YI, last day of CI ZAI,

BS13 is coming at 11am to rearrange my SHENG TAI.

oh.... oh.... oh..... aft taken the medicine very sleepy le

oh.... oh..... oh.......... still dun sleep my eye is closing le

i think really have to stop here le cannot tahan le.

oh.............. oh.............. oh...................

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Thursday, September 21, 2006

still having fever, it has been few days le

just came back from the clinic

the doctor suspect i suffer from dengue fever,

if by tml the fever still highhe will send me for blood test

btw yesterday nothing happened leh.

john's father din turn up.

no show to see, haiz.......................

aft the mtg I took a bus home,

the bus very slow, take at least 1 n a half hour to reach home.

aft dinner rest for a while n go sleep liao

he went out, dun noe wat time he came back

he so caring, ask me am I feel better or not

wan to go n see doctor, so touching.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Y Tuesday, September 19, 2006Y

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

so good of Kit she will be off the whole week.

but din see her in the blog or msn leh.

btw kit thanks for helping me to do tis blog,

i reaaly like it very much.

how is XU PEI LAN, did she got her

temp passport, as her dun feel down cheer up lah.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

another day of off day, but going to burn as tonite need to go back store to meet john's father,

still having fever and whole body pain,

btw tis morning sms nic wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY but no reply

wondering is it he change his hp noe le.

anyway even he dun reply i oso wishing him happy birthday.

ha yesterday jeffrey so good he bought chinese herble tea for me

so nice of him. Love him deep deep.

ya neary forgoten, today need to do lot of house work as tis friday

BS13 is coming to my house.

he will be here to help me to re arrange my SHENG TAI,

as it causes me lot of bad luck.

and tis friday i going to be media liao,

DA BO GONG is coming to my body to BAN GONG SHI.

looking forward to tis day, as it has been my wish for long long time.

to help other who haave problem.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

ha today is Nic's birthday,

must remember to sms him to wish him Happy Birthday.

dun noe how is he now, lost contact for so long

still with Andrew n Micheal or only 1 of them

he seem like much more luckier den me

able to manage with 2 person

if for me I cun take it.

i can have lot of ONS but not relationship.

not even my ..........., i dun allow too.

I will feel very sad if he really do so.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

haiz cun sleep again, still having headache.

so come in to the blog again.

Just now John's father called me.

said tat why revathy acuse john steal her Hp.

I told him the victim got the rite to suppect anyone,

but aft check thru no one said john took it.

so he hang up his phone

a while later he called again,

said tat why Megan oso acuse john.

haiz..............................

i oso dun know how to ans him

so just ask him to call store to talk to megan.

again he called, tis time wan me to be in store tml at 8pm

to sit down with megan, revathy, john n himself to clarify tis matter.

aiyo YUAN WAN ah........................................

my off day going to burn liao.

oso he said wan to talk to bigger boss, (Vikki)

so i sms vikki inform her abt it.

vikki wan me not to join in the conversation,

just to withness the whole things,

let megan to handle it.

megan going to TOU TONG liao.

just now i saw Sharon Choy in the msn,

asked for her blogger n oso ask her to link me in her blogger.

ha ha ha, seem like now everyone got blogger liao.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Y Monday, September 18, 2006Y

Monday, September 18, 2006

until tis age den know how to do blogging.

so today I off, I try to write more of my feeling.

all these years i did not really enjoy my life,

aft 'O' level start to work in McD as crew aft 2 years enlisted to Army,

3 months later sign on as regular musician.

times flying very fast, 10 years gone my contract end,

if I sign again I need to sign until 45 yr old, by tat time i m Lao ko ko le.

so I decided to come out to see tis "beautiful World............."

Haiz............................................ "Beautiful world"

I join McD as a TM, again times flies very very fast

another 10 years gone i just still a 1st Asst Mgr.

my life still the same as bad as army time, now even worst.

is it i cun run away of "1st position",

in army my last rank is 1st Sergeant,

now oso 10 years in McD oso 1st Asst Mgr.

Haiz.......................................................

How nice i can get out of the 1st position,

my life maybe better.

I see all my friend when they r in their early 20,

they enjoy their life

n me........... have to work to support my family

cos my dad said i sign on liao i will have to support the family.

every month my pay is not for myself all to my family.

why so unfair........................................

I wan to have a happy and enjoyable life.

happy life, enjoyable life wen r u coming to me.

...............................................................................

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Monday, September 18, 2006

After calling n sms all friend still unable to get the loan..

so I pray to Da Bo Gong to help me.

Hope tonite I can strike TOTO.

I oso pray tat I only wan to strike the amount which allow me to settle all my debt.

And the balance I will get them to do charity.

Really hope Da Bo Gong can help me.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]

Monday, September 18, 2006

Today need to settle lot of things but.......

where to get $$$$$$$$$$$$.
how.........
very sad...... As no one able to help me.
think back wen I got $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
all my friend will appear infront of me
now................. haiz
wen they need help I got no 2nd word just help

now................ haiz
wen I need help all disappear liao.
some even worst borrow $$$$$$ from me liao
run away liao, can't find them at all.
seem like they had disappear in the air.
now how...............................
really headache......................
Who can help me...................
Who can help me...................
I really dun noe wat to do
my house electricity going to being cut off liao.
my boss keep calling me to pay the $$$$$ to office
Bank oso calling me liao.
friends tat I borrow $$$$$ from oso calling me liao.
now how.........................
I really dun noe how to settle liao.

[some words i dont wish to sae but i noe u can feel it ]